to invite or not to invite..mmmm

i have this plan with my besties nieza. she said her bf does not like our plan so he is not going to join us. by the way, i have been thinking of inviting that 'someone' to go but i do not know whether he is willing to or not..naaaaa. i am very sure 'he' likes this kind of event and i will try to invite him. its up for him to make his decision then..if YES then i am happy, if NOT try again next time..hahaha...i wish he decides to join us..;D

me again ;p

E for epal..so blurr

hai guys,
usually we speak english at our workplace rite esp if there are different races of collegue. today, my subcon told me that, he is going to cast at class E area. Then i walkie talkie my collegue regarding this matter.Unfortunately, my collegue wrongly heard me and thought that we are going to cast class D instead of Class E.so i repeat,E for Apple(with English pronounciation), then when i think about it again, malay will say EPAL not APPLE..and we ended up laughing together..Ok..next time E is for ...cannot think the things that started with E..hoho

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he's the one..

actually, i do secretly admire someone. if i am not mistaken, i started to like him from 2008 until now. i think that he knew it already.i do mind but there is nothing i can do bout it. it started when i first saw him at this particular place and i fall for him straight away. and he is so cool coz i like guy who does not talk a lot. when i am with him, i feel like i lost my words..i dont know what to say, it just happen to be like that. i wish i can talk a lot of things with him, but sometimes, i cannot even say hi if i meet him..but, deep down in my heart i adore him very much. Of course he is not perfect, but i like him a lot. Ya Allah, if he is the one for me, just make it real and if it is not for me, make him away from me..Amiin.

my SESCO interview..(T_T)

hai everyone.. i did my sesco interview last week. and i failed my interview. i am sad, but when i think about it again, at least i had experienced interviewed by foreign interviewer. and i have tried my best to pass the interview. my friend Awg said that, maybe it was not my time to be employed in sesco.he asked me to try again next time.he believed that God has plan for us. and thanks to him, if not i'll not recover from my frustration this soon. i have really wanted to have a better pay so i'll settle my problem of having my own home. i am tired of living in a rental house and plan of buying a new house for me and for my family. Ya Allah, i hope i can get a new job with a better salary soon..amiin..

me again..

i'm not that IT person..sigh

It's not that i'm not interested in software or whatsoever, it just that, i dont have ample time to go through all of these high tech. gadgets..OMG..when everyone start talking about phone for example, i can only relates phone to SMS,MMS,bluetooth and call buttons. I envy people with this kind of knowledge. i feel like living in Paleolitic or Neolitic period. I am tired of not knowing what people conversing about phone..Androids and whatsoever, making my mind blur..hoho..i think i should have my first bb coz most of my besties using bb and they are very aware of these kind of technology.sometimes, they talked bout twitter where i found it awesome and i dont have the account..even, my page, i mean my blog is still simple as before coz i dont know how to change blog to be good to be viewed..

just me..sigh

brand new home

Assalamualaikum and very good morning guys..so long after the previous post.ahaks..in fact, i dont have ample time to share my story here..huhu..anyway, now i have a house but it is a rental one..i really want my own house..mmm(sigh)..actually, i found a land...good location anyway..and my father really like the idea of building our own house on the land.but then, after a year striving to do all the things and all the preparation from zero until i got my new house plan, the barrier to make it real is one thing, the most important thing..FUND atau pendek kata dana to buy the land and to build the house.well, it is not an easy process to get everything approved. then with limited source(salary) muahaha, my dream seems to be a real dream.but still, i will work harder to make my dream comes true..pray for me guys..i'll think a way..amiin

p/s: i believe, when you work harder plus a lot of prayer to God, u'll achieve your dream..;)