he's the one..

actually, i do secretly admire someone. if i am not mistaken, i started to like him from 2008 until now. i think that he knew it already.i do mind but there is nothing i can do bout it. it started when i first saw him at this particular place and i fall for him straight away. and he is so cool coz i like guy who does not talk a lot. when i am with him, i feel like i lost my words..i dont know what to say, it just happen to be like that. i wish i can talk a lot of things with him, but sometimes, i cannot even say hi if i meet him..but, deep down in my heart i adore him very much. Of course he is not perfect, but i like him a lot. Ya Allah, if he is the one for me, just make it real and if it is not for me, make him away from me..Amiin.

my SESCO interview..(T_T)

hai everyone.. i did my sesco interview last week. and i failed my interview. i am sad, but when i think about it again, at least i had experienced interviewed by foreign interviewer. and i have tried my best to pass the interview. my friend Awg said that, maybe it was not my time to be employed in sesco.he asked me to try again next time.he believed that God has plan for us. and thanks to him, if not i'll not recover from my frustration this soon. i have really wanted to have a better pay so i'll settle my problem of having my own home. i am tired of living in a rental house and plan of buying a new house for me and for my family. Ya Allah, i hope i can get a new job with a better salary soon..amiin..

me again..

i'm not that IT person..sigh

It's not that i'm not interested in software or whatsoever, it just that, i dont have ample time to go through all of these high tech. gadgets..OMG..when everyone start talking about phone for example, i can only relates phone to SMS,MMS,bluetooth and call buttons. I envy people with this kind of knowledge. i feel like living in Paleolitic or Neolitic period. I am tired of not knowing what people conversing about phone..Androids and whatsoever, making my mind blur..hoho..i think i should have my first bb coz most of my besties using bb and they are very aware of these kind of technology.sometimes, they talked bout twitter where i found it awesome and i dont have the account..even, my page, i mean my blog is still simple as before coz i dont know how to change blog to be good to be viewed..

just me..sigh