Salam 17 Ramadhan,
Me again. The only platform that I trust to share my feelings. Ya Allah, berikan aku kekuatan untuk teruskan perjuangan ini. Hanya padamu aku berserah.
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Tuesday, May 21, 2019
Saturday, May 18, 2019
Working world right now seems like Battlefield 😪
Hai, Salam Ramadhan ke 14 for year 2019.
I am still working at my current 'Battlefield'.
Just now, i just received a complaint of 1 out of hundred projects i supervise.
And, the complaint is all over FB. And that is the real situation im facing since im working here.
I have to be answerable of every circumstances And im tired of all this.
I feel running away everyday from this job. I have to make everything seems to be perfect and i know i can't.
I have to make sure everyone satisfied in their way.
I have always having a thought of letting go of this job. But, i know, Allah has plan for me,. A better plan for me.
I did applied for a new job where i don't have to face those nasty netizen but I have to wait patiently for that.
Ya Allah, only to u I submit and I pray that the answer will be coming out soon.
I have endure this for more than 3 years and im not going to anymore.
Because, i've changed to someone that i didn't recognise anymore ever since.
Its not that, i am not grateful what Im having now, it just that, I can't do this anymore.
Im lucky to be given a strength from Allah to face all this and its time for me to go.
Ive always thanking Allah for giving me a very understanding family Amway family and friends that always support me.
I quit for my mental health. Im so sick inside and I don't want to drag this any longer. It will kill me by killing the old. ZAKINAH that ive known as a happy person and always believe in herself.
I love myself.
I am still working at my current 'Battlefield'.
Just now, i just received a complaint of 1 out of hundred projects i supervise.
And, the complaint is all over FB. And that is the real situation im facing since im working here.
I feel running away everyday from this job. I have to make everything seems to be perfect and i know i can't.
I have to make sure everyone satisfied in their way.
I have always having a thought of letting go of this job. But, i know, Allah has plan for me,. A better plan for me.
I did applied for a new job where i don't have to face those nasty netizen but I have to wait patiently for that.
Ya Allah, only to u I submit and I pray that the answer will be coming out soon.
I have endure this for more than 3 years and im not going to anymore.
Because, i've changed to someone that i didn't recognise anymore ever since.
Its not that, i am not grateful what Im having now, it just that, I can't do this anymore.
Im lucky to be given a strength from Allah to face all this and its time for me to go.
Ive always thanking Allah for giving me a very understanding family Amway family and friends that always support me.
I quit for my mental health. Im so sick inside and I don't want to drag this any longer. It will kill me by killing the old. ZAKINAH that ive known as a happy person and always believe in herself.
I love myself.
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