Hai.
This blog is created to share my feelings not for everyone to read but for myself as a diary. Sometime, it would be good to write rather than sharing by talking.
Well, our life seems to be ups and down. Its normal. In my case, i never stop improving myself in term of everything despite having internal and external problem. I know everyone do have their own challenges.
But here, in my own world  i would love to talk bout  myself.
Well, first of all, I really wanted a job that i don't have to feel trauma just to figure out who is texting me or calling me. I have it now. 😭😭
I pray to God to Allah  that soon I can be in the job that I do not have to face that anymore. Maybe its too much to ask, but i would love too.
I feel don't have a control of my life since that 'moment'  And im frustrated all the way but im still holding on coz i knew i have my parent's blessings.
But, i just can't anymore coz this job really change me for being me and i hate that.
Ya Allah, i do hope and I pray to You Ya Allah, for this coming holy month of Ramadhan, i'll be given a better place with better surroundings, better colleagues, better job that I can handle with.

Ya Allah, i hope my pray will be answered soon. Ya Allah the Almighty  Amin